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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

it's 10:30pm on a tuesday night.

i'm still at work.

i'm still sore from bowling on saturday night for my brother's surprise party.

but surprisingly, i'm not feeling as tired or exhausted as i was yesterday.

i also have this strange desire to go for a nice long run.  (which i can do now that i have running gloves! woo hoo, yep, i got them as a gift today from my secret santa at work!)

i've been craving veggies lately...yep yep...

i'm a strange person.

Urbana is in 11 days 40 hours and 10 seconds and counting!!!

i'll be in st. louis next Friday!!!  ahhhhh!!!!

originally and ideally i was going to go to Hawaii for vacation after Urbana....yeah...that can't happen...

then i thought, hey why not soCal??  ...yeah...that ain't going to happen either..

so now...it's probably Chicago for a few days or Wisconsin dells for a few days...maybe both?  lols...then i should just fork out the money for somewhere far, warm, sunny, with the ocean eh? lols...yeah..no money, no country!!

plus i feel bad...if my parents and older siblings can't even get a vacation after all these years of hard work...why should i?

ok...back to work so i can leave by midnight....i'll be back in the office in about 10 hours...crazy eh? =D 

it's been amazing to see things come together for the conference though....a lot of laughter..a lot of amazing God stories....i can't wait to see what He does at Urbana.=D

peace, blessings, and great night=D


Monday, December 14, 2009

if you get a chance, please pray for me and everyone else on the Urbana team.

i'm so exhausted from traveling this weekend and i have so much to do.

pray for wisdom in organizing and prioritizing because everything feels urgent.

pray that i don't crash or breakdown.

pray for joy and strength.

thank you.

p/s you know you are out of shape when you are sore from a night of bowling!...what the? yeah, i'm SO out of shape!


Thursday, December 03, 2009

Joy, Laughter, and Fun can happen in the midst of busyness!

Hey everyone in Missions,

 

Euojin says there is enough snow outside for a snowball fight.  Please drag your colleague and self to the front of the office in 5 minutes (unless you are chicken) to engage in the time – honored past time of throwing snowballs.

 

4:40 pm on the front lawn!

 

Jim

 

Urbana Director

Vice President – Missions

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The email above was sent with high importance to our department this afternoon by our boss at 4:30pm.

Shortly after he went around gathering everyone to go outside.

We threw snow balls at each other for a good 10-15 minutes in the parking lot and then came in with numb fingers, wet coats, and snow covered hair. 

 

It's great working here!

 

In the midst of all the small details and nailing down the last minute changes, today I had a strong sense of the Lord's presence amongst us.  Since the end of November, many of us have been working longer hours and it has been intense!

 

However, in the midst of all of this, God is definitely moving and speaking and He desires to be with us.  He is with us!  We often just miss out and forget that He is here right now.  Today I celebrated the Lord's love for His people.  I think we often forget that God loves us.  God loves us!  Let me say that again, God loves us...very deeply. 

 

We've heard it all before and it seems like such a simple concept, but to sit and soak in that fact that He loves us is hard to do sometimes.  This is especially if we are too "busy."  However you may interpret or define "busy." 

 

When I was thinking about being soaked in the concept of God loving us...loving me.  It reminded me of the scene in Good Will Hunting, when Robin Williams says to Matt Damon, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault."  What Robin says to Matt really doesn't sink in initially.  However, Robin continues to say it slowly and finally looks in Matt Damon's eyes and says, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's not your fault."  As it sets in and as Matt let's it soak in him, he begins to cry. 

 

That's what I mean when I say, we really need to just sit and soak in the concept that God loves us. 

It's so powerful!

 

When we go back to the very beginning and think about why we are doing what we are doing, for me anyways, it started because He chose me to be a part of what He is doing.  What a blessing!  What a privilege!  He chose me to experience Him...who am I? 

 

OOOh I am excited for Christmas and Urbana this year.  Though there is still much to do before the conference, God has revealed Himself and this is only the beginning.  Aren't you excited for what is to come? 

 

Let us pray for protection and hope.  Let us rejoice in the Lord's love, grace, and mercy. 

Joy to the world!

 

Blessings friends!

 

P.S. Here's quick behind the scenes of Urbana with my supervisor Nikki:  http://urbana09conference.blip.tv/


Tuesday, November 24, 2009

i want to cry so hard....but all i keep doing is laugh...am i weird?

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"why does love always feel like a battlefield?! a battlefield, a battlefield??!!!"


Friday, November 20, 2009

i'm so tired today i just want to curl up in bed and sleep.

i have so much to do.

i really need to start working out because i'm so tired physically, mentally and spiritually.

of course there are other things i need to do...but working is one thing that i haven't done in forever.

*sighs*

my boss and my partner in crime at work is both out sick today

i secretly wish i was sick so i can rest too, but i really don't wish it because then i would get behind on work and that would not be so good.

last year during this time i got sick and stayed sick until the middle of January.

yeah, that cannot happen this year God. please protect me from being sick...everyone else for that matter.

thank you!



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